After what happened in the last few days (the smell of mothballs, the chat, the thoughts, the friends, the wishes, the coffees, the cup, etc.), now I tried for a moment to stop and ask myself if everything is OK. Yes! It's OK because I don't need it anymore “Additional reading” received daily by e-mail. I prefer to see only the subject, close the email and realize that what I feel is more important and more real than what is written there. I'm not interested anymore.

I don't need “Additional reading” to understand certain things and to live. I thought a few days ago that everything would change for the better and I felt guilty for what I did. I didn't do anything wrong. I love colors, dreams, desires, bodies, objects, habits.

It's strange that now I fall asleep and wake up to the sound of a keyboard. And you know what's weird? That I feel good. Today I woke up in “shoapte” of colors. They spoke softly at the head of the bed so as not to disturb my dreams. A blue one was in my mind and knew everything. Absolutely everything. Yellow and Black still have a lot to learn in order to understand me.
– “You have gained ground”
– I will exploit it at the right time.

A pleasant evening!
Thanks A. !